I cannot believe it’s been five years since I ever saw you. Feels like yesterday you were switching the light off and saying goodnight. I would do anything to change it and have you back.
I can’t believe that you missed my 18th and 21st, your 50th, you will never get to meet Grant, or my friends. You won’t see my wedding day or the day I have children.
How can I tell you how I feel when I don’t even know myself?
:( all i know is i made a mistake that can never be fixed.
one year ago today i met you, the most wonderful person in my life.
i wanted to get to know you. and i did.
and its been a wonderful year.
even though we have had a lot of tough days, we made it through.
and i wouldn’t change any of it for the world because i love you with all my heart.
so please don’t give up on me just yet.
i promise there are better times to come
x
